Heena and the Corset..

I love the smell of Heena, S loves it too and so does W (got to know today). W’s best friend is getting married this week and hence the mehendi on W’s left palm (right one tomorrow) by me. I do a pretty decent job with the designs, but I am slow and my obsession on neatness takes up a lot more time. So if you want to apply mehendi by me you gotta be patient, unless you can settle with a less than mediocre piece. W had been watching Criminal Minds while I took her hand into business, therefore I was free from the worry of keeping her paralytic for too long. She held that engrossed look of rapt delight watching Hotchner (Thomas Gibson) which she always gets and I knew I had enough time. Later we googled early days pictures of T.G. only to discover pictures of him undressed dressed in corset! I can only imagine the turnoff it caused, sorry W! 

[Photo: W with her mehendi]

The criminal's M.O.

I am trapped in nothingness. I waste my days doing nothing. The sleeping routine I have been following is very depressing as it is. This being Winter I hardly get 2 hours of daylight after waking up at 4. Then comes the lunch and students. At 8 comes friends and family. Friends become stay overs and random dinners and ritualistic phone calls with R, while family becomes cooking, watching TV, movies (sometimes Criminal Minds with W and Sun) and being cozy under the blanket with everyone holding a glass of coke or milk shake. At 2 comes the daily shower (I unwind in the hot tub). Around 3 comes books, if interesting enough it runs all night, or if not, with surfing in between. Then comes goodnight calls to S which sometimes stretches till sunup. Then SLEEP. Finally. Till the next day of nothingness comes, a nothingness I confess, I am too happy to have. 

After a year or two...

Hello. How are you? Miss me?

4th Jan

i miss Happy. Life goes on and i only miss her.

Raisa, the bday gal

First of all happy birthday to my dear Raisush. So today’s the day when this incredible creature was born. She‘s the typical girly girl with an evenhanded attitude and great sense of humor. She has her own way of making everything upbeat, which compels me to stick to her all the time. Actually it’s always good to have people so positive around you, then you have a constant positivism growing inside you too. And well it works for me, so great having to know you Raisa honey.
Anyhow I had my monthly exams so couldn’t get anything for her. So will go out today with Naushin and buy her a gift we hope she’ll like. I know she wanted a huge photo frame, now lets see whether I get a good one or not. Otherwise if there’s nothing available of her choice then I’ll go for something of my preference. Well for now I am a dirty kid, so I better be going to take a shower before Naushin comes.
And ps i got my favourite Oddworld again, the link is http://free-game-downloads.mosw.com/abandonware/pc/adventure/games_m_o/oddworld_abe_s_exoddus.html

Been a long time I wrote something. Loads of things have happened within this span of time. Loads of things means actually loads of things. And most of them were totally unexpected. Some were good and some were painful. But now I feel more developed. Never thought would get to see such things in life as well. Now I know things, now I know people.

Anyhow, if you ask me to give a short summary on the typical things then here they go- I went to Cox’s Bazar and it was huge fun. - My classes started a month back. And I hate every moment of it. - Tintin and Rony bhai got married - I got A+ in my board exams. – Diba apu got married. Till now the most typical thing happened in the most typical way I must mention. – Terri’s grandmother died. She really loved her. I wonder what she’ll go through once she gets to know. – And lastly I got my broadband back, but it is of no use since itz with Sunny’s pc, not mine. However, it is been ages since I took a snap of something with my cam. And I am feeling bad about it. I need to buy a filter for my cam before something happens to my lens. For now that is my primary task. These days I don’t feel like studying at all. I know itz high time I start studying, but don’t know why I can’t concentrate on anything these days. It is not that now I am into anything else. Honestly I am into nothing these days. All I do is sleep. I don’t watch movies, I don’t go out, I don’t read, I am neither online, and I stopped taking snaps too. If there is anything I am excited about right now that is the imminent election. Election is always a big deal and fun to me. Though I know this feeling doesn’t go with the present context. But anyways this is one thing which is keeping me alive and forcing me to know things happening around. Otherwise I would have stopped reading news papers too I guess.

God. Help me. I am depressed. [pic*depressed me_]

going through the dial up days...

I hate ants. I hate them so much. Waking up everyday with ants on me doesn't feel good. This creature is pissing me off now. Mama swerved them a couple of times but they again come back. Anyways my photography course is almost at its end. Well I loved it all along. Now thinking of making my bathroom the darkroom. Will start the attempt once the course finishes. But I can only print the black and white ones, printing colour ones is way too costly and complicated too. So may be I should rather give them to labs for printing. Moreover planning to go Cox's Bazar with friends, will be a great fun I guess. Well now I need to make an important phone call. And since I have been using this shit dial up now, so gotta go. Man I miss my broadband days....

done days

Now I am in the segment of time where everything is done. Exams are done. Sham and Terri’s reside in Australia is done. Tintin and Ronny bhai’s marriage is done. Shifting to a new room is done. And moreover writing this journal entry which I have been so recklessly avoiding to is about to be done as well. Well things stay interesting till they are undone. Once they are done there’s no excitement left. Last few days I couldn’t actually study but only imagined how blissfully I am going to spend these three months of holiday. But now as it has started all my imaginations and plans have moved out of my mind. Anyway, today passed a whole lot of the evening with Nancy and Tash. Then came home at 8, called Juhi, talked for a while, had dinner, checked a number of mails that had been mounting up all these busy days, and finally thought of putting an entry here. Tonight Sunny might be home late coz he has this performance in a concert. So I can be with the pc for a few more hours. Now thinking of watching a movie. These days I miss Happy like anything. Can’t avoid thinking that if she were alive she would have enjoyed these relaxed time as well. A year has already gone without her being around me, doesn’t feel odd any longer. But I truly miss her. [pic* Terri's uni- LaTrobe University, Bandoora, Australia]

happy-go-lucky

I want a dog. This is one animal I am nuts about. Life without a dog as a pet is like a life without photography. So I want a dog, very badly that is. More specifically my eyes are on German Shepherds. I have had three Japanese Spitz before. They are too hyper. But German Shepherd is rather calm and easy on habits. Hopefully I’ll get it from Katabon. Now the hard part is to manage papa and mama again. They are done with all the dogs we had, specially I don’t expect papa to agree so easily after my previous dog sank its teeth into papa’s ankle. Tough job waiting huh?
Now lets move to exam issues. Chemistry went well, physics went good as well and math went awesome. So I am having some happy-go-lucky moments. Though exams aren’t over yet I already feel relaxed which results in bringing me online all day long. I haven’t slept last three nights for exam continuity on these three shit subjects. Gosh what a doomed time that was. Anyway today is my day baby. I’ll finish the Paul Coelho’s novel tonight. I had to leave the book at an interesting part. So bye for now. [pic* Anako-my last dog]

Exam exam exam, as it is getting closer I am getting more uncertain about my groundwork. I don’t see a good confidence level in me as it should have been. And this is bad I tell you. The other day TU took a physics test and I noticed I wasn’t even sure with the answers I knew I read. Anyway let’s hope the same thing doesn’t happen on the main examination day.