going through the dial up days...

I hate ants. I hate them so much. Waking up everyday with ants on me doesn't feel good. This creature is pissing me off now. Mama swerved them a couple of times but they again come back. Anyways my photography course is almost at its end. Well I loved it all along. Now thinking of making my bathroom the darkroom. Will start the attempt once the course finishes. But I can only print the black and white ones, printing colour ones is way too costly and complicated too. So may be I should rather give them to labs for printing. Moreover planning to go Cox's Bazar with friends, will be a great fun I guess. Well now I need to make an important phone call. And since I have been using this shit dial up now, so gotta go. Man I miss my broadband days....

done days

Now I am in the segment of time where everything is done. Exams are done. Sham and Terri’s reside in Australia is done. Tintin and Ronny bhai’s marriage is done. Shifting to a new room is done. And moreover writing this journal entry which I have been so recklessly avoiding to is about to be done as well. Well things stay interesting till they are undone. Once they are done there’s no excitement left. Last few days I couldn’t actually study but only imagined how blissfully I am going to spend these three months of holiday. But now as it has started all my imaginations and plans have moved out of my mind. Anyway, today passed a whole lot of the evening with Nancy and Tash. Then came home at 8, called Juhi, talked for a while, had dinner, checked a number of mails that had been mounting up all these busy days, and finally thought of putting an entry here. Tonight Sunny might be home late coz he has this performance in a concert. So I can be with the pc for a few more hours. Now thinking of watching a movie. These days I miss Happy like anything. Can’t avoid thinking that if she were alive she would have enjoyed these relaxed time as well. A year has already gone without her being around me, doesn’t feel odd any longer. But I truly miss her. [pic* Terri's uni- LaTrobe University, Bandoora, Australia]

happy-go-lucky

I want a dog. This is one animal I am nuts about. Life without a dog as a pet is like a life without photography. So I want a dog, very badly that is. More specifically my eyes are on German Shepherds. I have had three Japanese Spitz before. They are too hyper. But German Shepherd is rather calm and easy on habits. Hopefully I’ll get it from Katabon. Now the hard part is to manage papa and mama again. They are done with all the dogs we had, specially I don’t expect papa to agree so easily after my previous dog sank its teeth into papa’s ankle. Tough job waiting huh?
Now lets move to exam issues. Chemistry went well, physics went good as well and math went awesome. So I am having some happy-go-lucky moments. Though exams aren’t over yet I already feel relaxed which results in bringing me online all day long. I haven’t slept last three nights for exam continuity on these three shit subjects. Gosh what a doomed time that was. Anyway today is my day baby. I’ll finish the Paul Coelho’s novel tonight. I had to leave the book at an interesting part. So bye for now. [pic* Anako-my last dog]

Exam exam exam, as it is getting closer I am getting more uncertain about my groundwork. I don’t see a good confidence level in me as it should have been. And this is bad I tell you. The other day TU took a physics test and I noticed I wasn’t even sure with the answers I knew I read. Anyway let’s hope the same thing doesn’t happen on the main examination day.

being me

Ok now have budged to this....yet another way to remember that I exist......